It’s 7:00am and we are just laying back to back
I am pretending to be asleep and you’re scrolling through your instagram feed occasionally laughing at a meme
I want you to turn over and kiss me all over my face, you know i like that
We laughed about it when we were having sex a couple of weeks ago
How has it been two years and we still haven’t figured out it?
How haven’t we figured out how to love each other?
The intro to fashion killa by A$AP Rocky chimes through my phone, it’s my alarm
I cannot pretend to be asleep anymore, i need to use the bathroom and my arm is killing me
I almost trip on the blue we got our fight big fight
You took to the Skymart a kilometer from your apartment
“I realized i want to be close to me all the time, move in with me” you uttered “i have to buy new things for my place if we are going to make it a home”
I was also terrified. All i could think about when packing my things was what if he cannot my habits? What if i can’t stand his? What if we constantly fight over the simplest of the things?
I come out of the bathroom and stare at the pile of clothes you left on the credenza. I hate when you do that.
Then my eyes stare at your body
Your 6”3 feet long body
Your brown skin, how the sun is shining perfectly on your elysian physic
You are such a beautiful man
I ask if you want eggs for breakfast but what i really want to ask is
Do you still love me?
Do you think i am beautiful?
Are we okay?
Do you still think i am funny?
Do you still think i am amazing?
Am i asking for too much?
Do you think i am needy?
Gosh i just want you to tell me i am enough without having to fish for it
Buy me flowers once in a while
Can we go try the new restaurant on Victoria Avenue? I hear it is south east asian cuisine
Notice when i am crying
Hold me when i am hurting
I do not have to teach you to love me
Why are you still with me??
I feel my eyes water and a burning sensation in my throat. I take a deep breath as my scanty efforts to stop myself from crying.
“Good morning beautiful”
You only started saying that after i made it a thing to text you good morning everyday
I cared- care about your mental health and uplifting you in any way, why don’t you do the same for me?
Tell me i am not overreacting
“I will eat the eggs if you do not make them too runny” you utter through a smile. You kiss me on my forehead as you grab a towel over my head.
“You should remove those clothes and get it the shower with me” you whisper in my ear almost nibbling on it
You slither your hands around my waist then under my shirt. Your thumb makes circles around my areolar before you cup my breast with your hands. You kiss my neck and tilt my head towards yours and smash into a kiss. A moan escapes my mouth as your hands caress my pussy lips.
When i count the reasons to stay with you sex comes number one
We made morning sex tradition; before a big day, before an important interview either school or work.
Aren’t you glad we still have sexual chemistry?
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